“depression”

         the tittle looks like amushing.. LOL.. but... i knew my heart always..
       
Sorry ,it seems a long time i didnt write anything, just like before . this year i going depression too easily. I just decided to made this blog for write voice of my heart, the story of my life  that i cant told to my friend in the real world.
im not a kinds girl who told what i dislike to my friend. I just keep it in my mind and being depression, hell yeah..
Problem?? No its not problem . i just thought that i am a stupid girl with no skill,
i get stupid because one of my subject in college get bad grade, im not sure, but since my lecture  mention my result of exam make me down easily, i got bad score . and  it seems im stupid people  between of my friends.
I just , get attention in my heart , that its not my passion,
im not match in political and social departement, im not good at speaking , all the thing that i need is suport from my lovely friend, but you know , when all people just thinking about thier own life . so i decided to fight alone in the next time, no friend help anymore.
I just afraid about my future,my carier? My ambition? My dreams? Can i change all my dreams being true? i just so scare right now,
my optimisme going limit day by day.
 but i knew, this way  is all god choice, i just have to face it! and believed that all god planning would be beautiful at the time..
i just need keep clam and believe in  god...
                                           

god bless me for this stuck..
 <3 Feby dyanna